DEVELOPER & ENGINEER

I build systems for machines and write stories to understand humans.

From modern web architecture and performance engineering to life, fear, courage, and unfinished thoughts.

15

Articles

5+

Years Exp

Learning

Unseen, Yet Real: What the Blind Teach Us About GodJan 5, 2026

People born blind believe in color without ever seeing it. Faith, too, begins where sight and full understanding end.

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Not Because We’re Weak, but Because We Push Too HardDec 29, 2025

We often fail not from lack of strength, but from forcing ourselves beyond our true capacity instead of choosing wiser steps.

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When OnModelCreating Starts to Feel HeavyDec 27, 2025

A personal reflection on how a growing EF Core project turned OnModelCreating into a source of friction—and the simple pattern that made it feel light again.

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Questioning God Through CreationDec 18, 2025

From human inventions to the limits of existence, a personal reflection on how doubt became a path toward God.

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Without Difference, Meaning Does Not ExistDec 18, 2025

A reflection on vision, blindness, and how meaning is formed through contrast—exploring real cases where gaining sight did not bring clarity, but confusion.

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The Existence We Never RealizeAug 21, 2025

Perhaps something real surrounds us—yet without contrast or senses, it never enters our awareness.

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The Weight of KnowingMay 2, 2025

Learning opens our eyes, but it also asks us to carry what we see. Not all knowledge heals—some of it must be endured.

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When Attention Changes the JourneyApr 20, 2025

How a simple focus on small things quietly reshaped the way I see the world—and myself.

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A 6.5-Year College Story — Because I Waited Too Long to Be ReadyApr 14, 2025

I procrastinated my life not because I couldn’t move forward, but because I waited too long to feel ready. A reflection on fear, regret, and why feeling late is more dangerous than feeling unprepared.

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Where Is God’s Justice in an Unjust World?Apr 11, 2025

If God is perfectly just, why does the world feel so unfair? The answer lies beyond this life.

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