DEVELOPER & ENGINEER
I build systems for machines and write stories to understand humans.
From modern web architecture and performance engineering to life, fear, courage, and unfinished thoughts.
15
Articles
5+
Years Exp
∞
Learning
People born blind believe in color without ever seeing it. Faith, too, begins where sight and full understanding end.
We often fail not from lack of strength, but from forcing ourselves beyond our true capacity instead of choosing wiser steps.
A personal reflection on how a growing EF Core project turned OnModelCreating into a source of friction—and the simple pattern that made it feel light again.
From human inventions to the limits of existence, a personal reflection on how doubt became a path toward God.
A reflection on vision, blindness, and how meaning is formed through contrast—exploring real cases where gaining sight did not bring clarity, but confusion.
Perhaps something real surrounds us—yet without contrast or senses, it never enters our awareness.
Learning opens our eyes, but it also asks us to carry what we see. Not all knowledge heals—some of it must be endured.
How a simple focus on small things quietly reshaped the way I see the world—and myself.
I procrastinated my life not because I couldn’t move forward, but because I waited too long to feel ready. A reflection on fear, regret, and why feeling late is more dangerous than feeling unprepared.
If God is perfectly just, why does the world feel so unfair? The answer lies beyond this life.